Bad News for my entire life

why did all this things happen to me??

life is like nothing when she go away..
feel the feeling right now..
i'm too depress to explain all this matter..
really so sad when i got her message today..
i cannot accept the fact about all this..

she's every thing's for me..
i may not continue my life perfectly when she gone someday..
i really2 hope that this thing would never be happen..
i do really love her so much..

i fell so numb to think about all this..
when i try to forget about it,it always play in my mind..

i don't know what to say anymore..
really2 sad..

WHAT I FEEL NOW??

sometimes
i feel lonely in my life

sometimes
i feel like i have nobody in my life

so, it quite difficult for me to understand about my life..

in my life, i always face so many difficulties
until i feel like i always have a bad luck
no one can understand me
but,
i don't know if someone could understand my situation

all in my life
i just spend my time to nothing
just musics make me feel better..
my mum is my inspiration..
i love my mum ;)

although my dad has passed away
but there's only my mum can understand me..


all my life now is like nothing
i can't look my friends having a problems
i always give my friends a chance
although it is that something i love..

but all of that is like nothing..

they just thinking about themselves
and
they don't think about me
who is giving them a chance..

what the .... is that
i don't know..

i don't know who can understand what i said now
but that is what i facing now
right now
and
also so on..

nothing can change..
but i don't know what will be change next..

is there anybody,
please help me!!
i can't stand it anymore.. :'(

lelaki hnsem vs lelaki x hensem

kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap:: woow, cool giler...
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan bagus...

kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody's perfect
kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
perempuan akan cakap: memang.... muka pun macam pecah rumah!

kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia...

kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat...
kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:...(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya
meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)...

kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

kalau lelaki handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: matching... hebat luar dalam
kalau lelaki tak handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: bang, bosnya mana?...

kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap:ini barulah lelaki gentlemen
kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: naluri pembantu, memang begitu....

kalau lelaki handsome hantar komen dlm myspace..cepat2 dibalas..kalau lelaki xhandsome dia akan ckp buang masa je layan..

MCM TU KE?SIAN LAKI XHANDSOME KAN.....

Those Tight Uncomfortabe Days

Oh! how I hate these days.

Though it may not sound like an inspiration to you, it may help in such ways that when I say.
These days that don't turn out the way you expected it to be
These days when there's heart breaks in every room.
These times when you just want to live a dream
These times when jealousy or hatred occurs in everyday lives that just shatter.
But, in the end there's a good side and a bad side.
There might be, or could be, a special thing or person that brightens your day
Just a simple ... "Hello..." or a smile. Makes all those things turn out to be okay.
Just that time when there's a helping hand.
Take it, no second thoughts just accept it.
That's probably why some people say, that in this life time there's a guardian angel.
It could be a family member, could be a friend, could be your lover or a person you've never met.
Someone's always out there to help you, in those dark and twisty times of need.
Those times when you think you have to give up.
Don't lose your hopes and dreams over the smallest things that make it more complicated.
Accept those things and deal with it.
It happens in everyone's life.
It's just a test to see how well you could handle those tight uncomfortable days.

THANK YOU!!
Hope this could help

Poem

I wish i could be somebody
so i could make people like me
maybe my status is unknown
being a unknown status is more peaceful

being somebody could be fun
but i don't like to broke other people feelings
because i already feel the heart break it
and i don't want anybody feel the same things the way i feel

i wish i could be a lover
so i can make somebody fall in love with me
maybe my word can make someone else fall in love with me
do you know how happy i would be ?

i wish i don't be a figther
because it's not the best way to be a gentleman
so it must be easy by not be a fighter
i am not a fighter , i'm a lover.

i am not a somebody, or a lover, and or a fighter
i just want to be me that can make people like and love me
i don't have any special words to describe
just the imagination of how happy i could be.