WHAT I FEEL NOW??

sometimes
i feel lonely in my life

sometimes
i feel like i have nobody in my life

so, it quite difficult for me to understand about my life..

in my life, i always face so many difficulties
until i feel like i always have a bad luck
no one can understand me
but,
i don't know if someone could understand my situation

all in my life
i just spend my time to nothing
just musics make me feel better..
my mum is my inspiration..
i love my mum ;)

although my dad has passed away
but there's only my mum can understand me..


all my life now is like nothing
i can't look my friends having a problems
i always give my friends a chance
although it is that something i love..

but all of that is like nothing..

they just thinking about themselves
and
they don't think about me
who is giving them a chance..

what the .... is that
i don't know..

i don't know who can understand what i said now
but that is what i facing now
right now
and
also so on..

nothing can change..
but i don't know what will be change next..

is there anybody,
please help me!!
i can't stand it anymore.. :'(